Feb. 20, 2005 - 6:00 p.m.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH LONG!! finally, i repeat you're finally 18!! can haf sex and take drugs and walk into house of condoms! how happening is that man!
well
i dont really understand alot of things in this world. well i try to, use my tiny little useless brain and try to figure things out, try to help people to figure things out to, but i realise sometimes when u figure em wrongly, u only cause more damage den help. now i ofter wonder, perhaps thats why im so unhelpful when it comes to matters, with the constant fear of what if helping out ends up causing more harm, can you safely say you actually helped? ah i dont know. i suck at helping people in need i suppose. i'll try to help, but Only God will know if what im doing will help at the end of the day. Sorry i appear not very helpful but i have my fears, often when u try to help, sometimes u wonder have u made a situation worst or better? so ya,what if helping actually made it worst? :(
sighness, i see much sadness and hurt in the world now adays. I wonder why? cant pple live happily? den again without sadness, people wouldnt understand the meaning of happiness? ah, this stinks!
Sigh, kk at lest i got this thing back up. Kinda happy, got a source to let some steam out,but dont expect much lyk funky interesting entries, my life boring with a capital B. :)
think the new "three doors down" album is nice, plus the new darius song is really nice but the single is 15bucks? kinda ex fer 4 songs dont u think? and planet shakers have a new album! whoohoo :)
Josh Out
