Bored people do bored things?
lets all go play bored(board)games! :)

think today's CG was pretty interesting, the topic was kinda like God talking straight to me, telling me how to get pass this time ahead of me. well, honestly i wasnt totally interested in going to cell. like i always am now adays. laziness is just a cover. well if anyone from my cell is reading this, perhaps they might agree with me but cell gets boring. well, the weird thing is cell does teach u things that u'll never experience and understand just by reading (or not reading) yr bible? shrugs, funny and weird feeling that isnt easy to explain. but cell is something tat isnt able just yr boring cell group leader. or perhaps your funny or cool cell group members, it definitely isnt about yourself, but it really is about God. Often people look at Cell just as a time of sharing and hanging out, or perhaps a place to just waste time with people, much like a social gathering. But it just basically is about God. If God's the focus about Cell grp, how can it possibly be borin huh? well im contridicting but it's true. People take cell for the wrong reason thus it turns into a boring and dull affair, and in turn it just doesnt seem to matter to people to attend it. Ah, kinda hard to apply in your life, i find it hard too, in fact i find it extremely hard. I still struggle with doing QT. "the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak .."

well, i aint gonna gif some sermon or smth. Aint a preacher! Im just a normal-try-to-be-nice-guy out there. Loneliess is often seen as "Sequestered from company or neighbors" or many would just think of it as "solitude". but guess if u take a step back and look at the word, it really just means "inner emptiness". But in the case of Solitude, it's "inner fulfilment" ? Similarity being both you are alone, but the main difference being solitude you're alone with God! and when you're lonely, you just feel empty with nothing around and inside you.
Guess why we often feel patches of emptiness and sadness, feeling funny and for some cases "loser-ness" just boils down what we fill yourselves with? By human instincts is when someone's alone and bored the first thing we do is turn to friends, TV, video games, sleeping blah! u get the darn idea, but ya! cause dats human nature, dats why people haf people sms-ing em 24/7 or talking on msn continously, or calling fwends and stuff!... cause dats what keeps em feeling "non-empty"!oh well, gosh if anyone was not to do smth like that i wld think itz kinda freaky, dat i've gotta agree! but well, everyone needs company, but know that some emptiness can only be filled by the presence of God? just try to pray when you feel lonely next time, see how ya feel after. OR u know what just dont pray, just think of God :) ... sigh! aint that just the hardest thing one cld ever do? haha .. this world is filled with noise, and often people cant keep still for less den 10 minutes, for boredom always sets in. when that happens emptiness slowly creeps in and left alone leads to that shitty empty feeling that everyone feels once in a while. "The idling mind is the Devil's Workship" ... But a Mind Fill with God's presence is one that is free from all the noise of this world ...

there was alot more but it's kind of hard to put everything down. ahh, im still trying to figure out what exactly i typed up dere, just came lyk dat! so if ya dont understand or u think im some freak, well so be it man! just think of me pointing my middle finger in ya face if ya aint happy wif me :)

Have you ever sat down in the canteen and done this? noticing people, and see how they're always in grps, be a big or small, some cool pple or some just "uncool" people. but occasionally have you ever seen afew people whom just sit alone eatting their food? the first thing that normally comes to your mind would be "loner" or "loser" or smth huh? haha! just a tot, ask yourself if u ever tot tat way before :)

wonder how the guys are doing inside? have they had their close encounter with the gay guys inside waiting to jump on any opportunity when they bend down? ahh well .. shall hear abt it soon!

haven studied for my test on tuesday, honestly couldnt give much of a fuck. but i've gotta stop fucking slacking, or im really gonna be majorly fucked this sem. Great thing is that my micro fac gotta be kevyn yap. Yup, terrorising fella, but respected by many which includes me.

There was a Tsunami memory thingy that happen just now, kinda sad. singaporeans lost relatives there too. what if it had been singapore? what if singapore was leveled to the ground ... would you have done everything you've wanna do? but it's just sad to see suc a disater ... aint fair as such lifes and changed, lost, and destroyed in minutes. Life is fragile ..

i took 1 hour to blog this, pretty cool huh. but it's just side reading i suppose, aint much substance in my blog alsoooo. No one tags ani more! come on man! tag shit la! :)

gonna be a long weak ahead, well school officially starts fer many huh? well take care in school and do enjoy yourself in school:)! hopefully everyone will ya?

there's this really nice song i dunnoe if mani people heard of it. but itz just nice
Nick lachey - this i swear

how mani wish to say this ... over and over again ..

ah well
nitesss peeps!
rmb

Bored pple do bored things! So lets all play bored(board) games!

:)

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