told u all that i might not be blogging that much as soon as school starts, Sorry if the cobwebs have lyk clogged up my blog or smth! It's times like this when i wonder why do i even have a blog? i cant really like alot of stuff here anyway? like who would wanna know what happens in my "all so boring" life rite? i really feel that no one elses life cld be worst den mine at times, all i do is go to school, rot in my fucking school, so as soon as school finishes i go home and stay home and rot! if not i'll just go play ball alone and hopefully have people there to talk to if not it's just me? how screwed can me life get rite? So what's a blog here for in the first place when if i was to blog everyday i think my entries would just be a mere repetition of the other entries, perhaps with some addition of personal thoughs and lame ass whinning? haha!

So it really doesnt matter if i update this thing at all. Perhaps to many its viewing pleasure, i hope so. At lest people enjoy readin this dumb thing i have here, with dumb ass posting and nonsensical writings with no link and no logic backing it's writings. Just like the author whom types this, he's just someone whom possesses the worst ever ability to express himself and often writes stuff that no one could ever understand. Just like this section of what im writing, does it make any sense to anyone whom is just so happen to be getting bored by this blog of mine? are you like saying "wtf" or smth close to that? well if u aint im glad for you cause u've seriously got a high tolerance level to boring writings.

guess i'll just sum up the week in one line or so.
"a week of mixed emotions, of contridicting feelings and more often than not thoughs that dont make sense. Dreams that make me scared, visions that make me fear. A week where i've realise that what i lived for is nothing more than a lie i used to trick myself into being."

Josh

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