It's been a week since ive blogged! well, maybe im pretty lazy to blog now adays, or perhaps im sick of blogging ,or perhaps i just dont have anything to blog. Cant imagine why people can write tons and tons of stuff in their blog, half of the time you're just describing your day? erm, unless dat wad's a blog is for! well i dunnoe, i dont care actually! Guess it's the option of difference people and the expression of one's self and how that person does things that shapes the blog into being. Much like how you think affects your way of life? pretty much the same i suppose.

School was quite rocking this week, although it was majorly slacked. Last week of school so what do you expect! class attendence was erm, low?? haha .. plus teachers were also slacked, lesson normally ended earlier than normal. Good for me la! of cuz. :) Sadly class's spliting up again, kk i said that before! guess i really did enjoy dis term's class! wldnt exactly deny that of cuz! well next year's everyone's off to their specialisation track, God bless in it ya? hope you all have chosen wisely and aint regreting choosing it. And hurry choose yr modules la! later you get all those weird lousy crappy modules :). Finally went back to training and played a friendly, wasnt exactly great, leg isnt exactly in tip-top condition. And just realised that the team aint exactly hafing ani team morale. Sigh .. And on that day school had a fire drill. absolutely stupid. They faked that the block was on fire, and got everyone to eva to the bball court? and lined us up. and than when that happened, there were tons of pple sneaking off the backdoor of school and heading home? Lyk WTF? wad's the point of even haffing it when everyone is just gonna run off rite? dumb farks la my school .. shrugs. monday's my off day! and tuesday my last day ... shrugs! gonna be heading out wif my class i hope, siti's birthday some more! dammit ... i wish i didnt know tat :P haha kiddin! :P

thursday's lesson was about this show called "gattaca". where in the future discrimination is done thru yr genetic make up? so if yr genetic make up is bad, you'll be outcasted? and onli pple with "good" genetic make up .. will become the upper class of society? Well one point brought up was that isnt that sort of discrimination being done now? Where beauty is define by fair skin, big eyes, nice straight hair, slim sexy bod, nice tons legs, blah blah blah! man, im like describling the perfect beauty rite? well seriously dats wad society is defining now. So if u dont haf it, you aint beautiful? Just take that and think of it down to a genetic level? What if you are able to be born with all of that? by altering yr genetic makeup? haha, now wouldnt everyone be perfect?? Haha, GREAT isnt it? But in the "Law Of Nature", dere is no such thing as perfection. Cause that's "unnatural", no animal was created to be superior, everyone animal has it weakness and strength. Even humans do ... So if by perfection? Are humans playing God? haha .. deep tot rite? haha ... For Christian: "We Are Made PERFECT Thru' Jesus Christ" :)

RP netball team won a match! think thats lyk their first win(in IVP)? kk no offence but ya! congras. Now i guess it's up to the basketball team to start winning too. We're Gonna Win ... It's Time to Put RP on the MAP instead of letting pple mock us!

Today's church was pretty alrite, was sitting with my CG. dey made quite abit of noise but neverless quite guai la! just that some times they get really restless so ya, make noise. haha .. hope they'll continue to grow in the Lord man! Seems like they haf, and honestly i think they're looking more and more lyk a CG now! Now it's my part to look more and more like a CGL! :)

Well more often than not, people really put up a mask infront of people to hide their weakness and faults. Things that they dont wan people to know, feelings and emotions included. Often people potray themselves as something they are not. It's pretty sad i guess, but thinking of it? isnt it nessecary? TO hide weakness and show strengths. Dat's how you're gonna survive rite? to look strong and stuff. even if ure a farking weakling underneath it all. Feel dats the biggest confession i can offer to this world. and this World, half (if not most) wld admit they are dat sort. Dont look at me with that smile and dat look and think im okay. I might be hurting underneath? haha, a classic example is a plain looking book might be more interesting to read as compared to that of a fanciful book. What's More impt? The cover or the content? what's more impt? The personality or the looks?? Oh well, just a point.

often the life drives u up the wall and dont u wish to run way to a place where you dont need to worry about things such as work, studies, problems, parents, blah blah blah! Shrugs, wish dere was such a place in this world, hopefully that place is a nude beach or smth! okok joking -bleah- but ya, really i wish dere was a such a place. i would just take you and run away to that place ... spend eternity there until our life is thru. haha, guess even guys haf dreams lyk dis? Ocean Avenue :)

Anyway i caught a "walk to remember" with the guys like last sunday? stayed over and chilled with them. The show is really really nice. Kkk makes me sound like a sucker for love movies? i dont deny i am but im not a great fan, but this movie is really worth it. Guess every Girl wld wan a BF like "landon carter" ? and seriously, guys wld wan a girl like "jamie (mandy moore)" ... well you've gotta say she was pretty toot in the show but she was really sweet looking in the movie, but looking pass the material thing was how she was. She kept faith in the guy, no matter how bad he was. He inspired him, motivated and at the end stuck wif him. Seriously, coming from a guys school i guess i wld safely say i know how guys think? i being a guy myself, many guys just wan a girl liddat? LOL .. looks do play a part, but looks die out, fades away, what's left at the end of the day is yr personality and warmth. Dats wad people look for in a partner i guess. SO anyway, being analytic here, guess it doesnt exactly make loads of sense. The movies has one really nice song called " Only Hope " ... Pretty touching song. Guess the song does speak to me .. in more ways den one .. :) .. and the phase u shld take note is "love is like the wind, i cant see it, but i can feel it" ...simple and sweet isnt it? but can u fully comprehend it. haha ...

Well i'll sign off here. kinda blogged alot today. Maybe i'll update this entry with more stuff in the coming week .. lost abit of tots along the way when blogging. shall update once i haf my chance .. nitess ya all

im sorry ...

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