Thoughts
Apr. 21, 2004 - 9:43 p.m.

Dreams Hidden Life
Reality gone Screaming
Tranquility in silence
Calmness in mild
Peace never less
Once in a while
Washing me over
into the presence
Of your awesome beauty
Unreal of untold shown
Never lasting
Always fading
Once again
Coming
Down to nothing

Spend a day alone, well not a day, thats craziness cause even your parents will come bug you, try 6 hours alone, just to yourself. As your just sit down on your bed, slowly closing your eyes,listen to the rustling of the wind, the chirping of brids, the lustrious music of nature. Hear the cars go by, as the world seems to pass you by, slowly sink into that where these don't disturb you. What floods your mind? thoughts, one thing that man will never be able to block out of his mind. Thoughts.

Thoughts that our subconscious self pours into our mind. Like rain, flowing down unto us. Pouring itself out and hurting, tormenting us. Thoughts that seem soo fake, with a twisted reality to it? Thoughts that you let in to satisfy your self pity. What Thoughts? Hurt, Fears, torment, loneliness, sadness, grief, whatever it is, flooding the mind like a rushing river.

Now Run away, to a place where you can look for thousand if miles and see nothing but green highlands, with just you, the sky and the surrounding. Tranquility, at peace with the surrounding. Think of God and what he has done for you, Think of Jesus and how he suffered on the cross. Think of the newness of life we have in that. That's the secret place, where you stand face to face with Jesus. Have You ever seen Jesus? Have you seeked his face? Have you tried to but stumbled? For i know i have, but have you tried hard enuff to stumble and look up and seek him? For i know i havent.

Once again, do thoughts still flood the mind? clouding yourself from see the fullness of glory of God? Have youhad a desperation for his touch? Have you been still and know that he's God? Have you .....

Have you ever dreamt of reality to be soo real yet know it's a dream? Have you .....

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