Apr. 21, 2004 - 9:43 p.m.
Thoughts that our subconscious self pours into our mind. Like rain, flowing down unto us. Pouring itself out and hurting, tormenting us. Thoughts that seem soo fake, with a twisted reality to it? Thoughts that you let in to satisfy your self pity. What Thoughts? Hurt, Fears, torment, loneliness, sadness, grief, whatever it is, flooding the mind like a rushing river.
Now Run away, to a place where you can look for thousand if miles and see nothing but green highlands, with just you, the sky and the surrounding. Tranquility, at peace with the surrounding. Think of God and what he has done for you, Think of Jesus and how he suffered on the cross. Think of the newness of life we have in that. That's the secret place, where you stand face to face with Jesus. Have You ever seen Jesus? Have you seeked his face? Have you tried to but stumbled? For i know i have, but have you tried hard enuff to stumble and look up and seek him? For i know i havent.
Once again, do thoughts still flood the mind? clouding yourself from see the fullness of glory of God? Have youhad a desperation for his touch? Have you been still and know that he's God? Have you .....
Have you ever dreamt of reality to be soo real yet know it's a dream? Have you .....