Jun. 28, 2004 - 10:23 p.m.
Well today was the first day of school? it was kinda alrite! didnt feel like the first day of school. some how i feel my clique of fwends are gettin different. they aint like wad i used to rmb them as, like one taken up smoking recently, which is bad of cuz! sigh, wish he didnt! so aniway, just slacked ard in sch today! totally slacked i tell you, but it was fun! joe sean and kapil came to join us and we just slacked and did work! Kapil totally wans mi to get whacked up or smth! he keeps like going on and on how i love ugly gurls and he says it out darn loudly when "ugly" girls walk pass! ASS! soo aniway .. dats abt it!
Sorry k, some times i know i like to stuff things, feelings, emotions inside, well it just that there are stuff that aint never suppose to be shared! sorry, i know no one will ever understand what im typing, i hope no one does! im listening to a really nice song now! itz by clay aiken and kimberly locke - without you! perhaps dats how i feel, like my other entries have stated, emotions will be the downfall of a man, of me .... "please tell me how can i go on" ...
i know i may seem like something which i project, but im not! sadly ..i hate wearing mask but i do! ..
flymiawayyyytoaplacewherewearejustalone wheremyheartsingsasongwhereourlivesarenothingmoredenthetwoofus