Alrite, mi updating cause i cant get down to studying again! so hopefully this would make mi see wad a pathetic, slacker state im in and go study! It's kinda those days where you know you've got tons of stuff to write down but when you actually get down to doing it, it doesnt seem to flow out? funny happening alot recently. Maybe it's just a lost of words, or expression seem to be blocked off? weirdness! K firstly. Happy birthday Buddy :) swt 16 n keep on rocking! :)

I was watching "city Of angels" last night, there was this one scene that kinda stuck in my mind! A question nic cage asked was "why do we(humans) cry?" so i-dunnoe-wad-her-name-was (female actress) gave out lyk the scientific explanation to it? But can science really explain everything rt?? well Nicholas Cage, being the angel, just said the root cause for crying is, "perhaps emotions deep inside become soo strong that it becomes uncontrolable, and we just cry? " hahaha, stupid explanation but look at it. Not everything in this world can be explained. :) Shrugs. wonder can science explain emotion? shrugs. Well watched lyk TV until 330am last nite, cldnt really get to sleep? weird. scared im haffing slight insomia or smth. or just didnt feel lyk sleeping!haha .. nvm! aniway Sunday was a boring day. wasnt feeling well in the morning, thus i didnt go to church and didnt head to "chinese gardens" with CG. Sorry peeps! Just woke up feeling like fcuk. perhaps i slept too late last nite, had something to finish up, well reading up was a lie! shrugs! Didnt do much that day, woke up and went to meet up wif nel and leo, and we head to j8 and town? J8 is huge now, looks really diff frm how i rmb-ed it. Well after that we headed home and i just wasted the day away.

really got nothing else to put down. Apologizes for lack of interesting things, my life isnt gettin interesting animore? Hope it gets really boring and i turn into some dull kid? Dat wld be the day!! Got A Genetic's Test tmr? eventhough ive gotten really good grades for the first two test, i really dont understand why ive got no motivation to study for it tmr. Isn't doing well a motivation to carry on doing well? sigh! Perhaps Im really just tired, mentally, physically and emotionally. Fcuking hell, so wish i cld just do a "disappearing Act" Now! Everything seems gloomy and unclear, clouds over head, cold wind blowing, darkness glooming, with much fear looming. Hope, love, warmth, all forsaken, turned away from. Well, passing phase of life again i guess? Even looking at dark clouds, u'll be able to see the sun shinning thru' it no matter what. shrugs.

Fcuk life a times, well if not most of the time? it seems lyk it's just there to make mi look like a fool. Fcuking idiotic! cursing and swearing at it doesnt help, that i know? doing smth abt it only works, but what exactly can be done? puzzled and left wondering! Life is suppose to unfold infront of you and let you understand it slowly, i think my dad also doesnt understand life? but some times doesnt that irritate you when u keep trying to understand what you're here for and u dont understand? fcuking pisses pple off! Hard to understand? fcuk-ed up huh? :)

Alrite, Happy birthdaY singapore! 39years old already! (happier note) .. -shrugs-! So shall end off here? there's dis really nice song by "power station" or "dong li huo che", pretty old and slow! but nice of course! it's called "hai ying ying zuo tong", the song's meaning is nice, just nice! :)

Nites, gonna do my disappearing act soon! :)

:: Left to Puzzle, Left To Wonder, Left To Love A person not supposed to ::

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