May. 30, 2004 - 9:02 p.m.
Fark cant take this .>Spend a day at home studying is that wrong? Hate people keep telling me what's wrong what's right? Do i not abide the laws? do i not break the rules?It's hard to dedicate myself when you've lost that motivation Everything has a price
I was given a brain for a reasonto blardy think!well i guess i dont often do the right thing all the timebut i do the thing that i know i shld doeven if it's wrong! i calculate my mistakes, make it and know how to resolve iti arent gung-ho so fark offHaven i given up alot alreadyi dont wanna follow what you doi dont have your life stylei need my timei need my life
Look carefully at meLook closely into my eyesnotice that there's emptiness inside, hidden behind the blackness and cover of my eyeLook closer into it, see the pain and torment i face day in day outLook, but you dont see cause what you notice is what's outsideWhat i projecti hate pple to worry for meim not worth worrying about
farking look down on mei dont carefarking hate mecant gif a shitI am myselfdifferent from the rest of this world i was made different I thank God i am Different!
What's this Life For? I dont hate itNeither do i look down on itI Wonder about itWhere is it heading
live life to the fullest?define fullest?it could be full of shit and still be full!
Hard to understand huh?Well screw understanding and screw reasoningSome times life is just about feeling itIt arent about understanding cause you'll take a lifetime and not understand everything