Schizophrenia Freak
May. 06, 2004 - 11:17 a.m.

**Theres nothing but the rain
**No footsteps on the ground
**I'm listening but theres no sound

[schizophrenia freak speaks]

Hey hello hi wahaha!
-bleah- alright it's 1247 in the afternoon and i think i was suppose to be in school for some workshop for my professional profiling module but guess what? I woke up late! Arghhh, so gonna die man! hopefully my mentor can help me out! kinda sad cause i only go to him when i need help? well than again, if i dont i'll have to put up with all those boring talks he gives me about his family!

hmm aniway .... it's a thrusday! it's like my "break" day for every week. Dont have lesson but well might have other stuff on like talks and WORKSHOPS! haha, but im heading back to school later for training anyway, might head back earlier to do some research on my lessons. :) So you shld know im using my studying time to write this! Slack slack slack! :)

Alright, this week's like my first week of my year2, it's been pretty good actualy. For the first day of school i tot it would be really bad? but realised that eventhough i don't really know half of my classmates, most of em are really friendly and open. Don't really shut themselves up and keep to themselves. Thankfully man! Hope my class like lightens up and have fun together. Cause this year's stuff is really tough and stressful (shall get to tat). Have malcolm in my class, that bugger! haha, freaking do stupid stuff in class 1, like he's scared to go toilet alone! everytime ask mi to go with him! than we walk to toilet like some primary school kids man! thankfully he doesnt grab my hand! or else i'll totally freak and cut off his erm .. brother! haha, but itz kinda cool. we were walking back to class den he turned around and went "last one back is a slow pig or smth" -bleah-! Primary school leh! hahaha! so he started to walk faster! being da mature and cool me, of cuz i didnt! :) the rest of my other friends are also on the same level as me, so i can like walk around and go disturb them once in a while! Yong zhen and Sean and raymond, raj, minghui, katty dat bully, and most of my ex class mates are on the same level, so it's quite cool. can share infomation if i dont have any! -grinss- and talk crap with em when i get bored! haha .. and katty you've gotta stop hitting me! My hand pain liao!! im not ya punching bag!! arghhh

Went to far east with Wenyan and joanne and Kapil on tuesday! i actually didnt wanna go but wenyan and joanne grabbed me, and i say grabbed me by both hands and dragged me onto the bus! i super no backbone, always get bullied by girls! -sighhh- But it was kinda fun, we walked around and just talked crapp and stuff! dey pulled me to take neoprints! wao liao, den mutilated my face! arghhh ... kapil also got multilated! poor thing man we guys! sighhsss!! After that we went to some japanese resturant and ate stuff, food was pretty alright, it's below far east lvl 1! Well gotta thank em for pulling me out! i was heading home to sleep! -grinss-

soo yesterday i had my basketball trails for my year1s, was kinda cool cause we finally got some taller players in our team! i stayed in school till like 9pm, got home at 10pm! haha, was playing ball with my team mates, haven done dat fer a while. Most of us are kinda rusty, as in really rusty! cant seem to play ball anymore. -grins- .. same here! well training starts today so hopefully i can touch up abit here and there. Got training on saturday also, got into Bishan East! got competition in june also! -bleah-

Well, school's this week been really stressful for me! and it's only the beginning? there's even harder stuff coming in the later part of this year. Sigh, yesterday lesson, i tried my best to understand but of cuz i didnt understand anyway, gotta go do alot of revision later. Well, might not be coming online soo often liddat, think i'll have to spend more time on my books! shall spend like 1 hour online every night! soo no more bugging people to not go at 11 =p!!

Alright, shall sign off here! gonna go do some studies now! Take care now! tmr's friday already which means it's gonna be the weekends already! hang in there! Godspeed :)

[condition: slowly slipping into emptiness]

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