Jun. 09, 2004 - 10:30 p.m.
Monday was a blast! Well, not saying why but it was really a blast! shout out to Leo and Nel Ya? was the coolest nite of my life! And the most stupid of cause! Blew the biggest chance ever huh! -slapshimself-
Well, one real reason why i haven been blogging cause ive been like staying over at nelson's place? haha, and we always end up sleeping at like 4+ 5am in the morning, totally screwed i tell you. he sleeps worst den a pig! lyk on thrusday he came over my place and camp la! cause got CM to play dats why! haha, so we were chilling im my room and he was playing cm and talking crap, until i fell asleep! Alrite, so cool! i tot he'll be sleeping soon la! den guess wad! i woke up at 11am and he was just gettin to sleep! Like WTH! haha, and he slept over at my place till lyk 6pm? haha, den we rushed down to tiffany's party! cool party althought got deserted quite badly! haha, but itz for a good cause :)
So saturday was nothing but sleeping and erm, forgot wad i did on sat also! Oh ya! i went to FOP! woke u at abt erm 4pm and got prepared! It was really cool! Darlene really is cool! So if u pple didnt catch FOP. Man wasted! Rocking experience! Alot of pple got saved that day!! the Heavens must be rejoicing! :) Amen! And ya, dl the song "Free" frm the hillsongs hope CD! it's really cool :)
So sunday morning i had trg and erm, i dont really rmb wad i did in the afternoon? sleep? Ya i think that's it! stupid boring day i guess! Cant seem to rmb wad i do now adays! think my brains into some hibernation mood!
Monday i stayed over at nel's place again! hahaha, fell asleep once agani and woke up at 6am and they were stil awake watching NARUTO! -slapforehead- Cool anime btw! so we slept till 12 am and they headed over my place .. erm .. to sleep! leo fell asleep and i fell asleep! nel was busy playing CM again! forever loh .. arghh! den smth funny happened! two irritating and buggerfied pple crashed my place without me knowing! they were on a mission, one heck of a stupid 1!haha, but aniway! sorry ya! Tiff and Shanru like came over to my place to play ball but lyk, dere was no court to play and no time! well sorry for the wasted trip :)
So guess thats abt my week! today was kinda alrite, i had training in the morning in school, so i rushed down, late as usual. train also must get scolded by my coach! he just loves to pick on me! sighhhh, so aniway! i went home and slept abit and rushed to my club training which erm, i was late by 1hour cause i didnt know it started at 5! dammit i just realised i cant even skip properly! wao darn loser .. but my legs are like killin me now! hopefully i'll be ready for my competition next week.
Watched Ben Play just now, cool cool! combined schools are pretty strong! yseterday's match where hua tian played was pretty alrite too! but the standard at which they play at has dropped big time! basketball in sg is seriously gettin screwed!
Well dats been my week and my day! sighness ...
Pondered ....
i hate emotion
Ever since the begining of time man has been plagued by one major thing that i believe has no cure! it's called emotion. A plague i call it, some may call it just a blessing. Emotion is like a double edged sword, works for you or against you. More often than not, it has always worked against you! impulse for one? emotion! how often have impulse done you wrong? Feel freaky stonny feelings? feeligns arent it? done you wrong! den again, Love... how often does it build you up? make u feel on top on the world! den again it can also like make u feel pit bottom!
thru' out history of man, emotions have always been a stumbling block!
solomon for one, his emotions for women caused him to lose favour with God, caused him to worship other gods. Take another example in the tang dynasty! there was his concubine, "yang gui fei" i think! cause of her the entire china had rebel against the emperor! Great man have fallen to that of love, that of emotions! The chinese phase dat goes smth lyk "heros can never get pass the test of beauty", which in turn relates to that of emotions! (my chinese like totally sucks so dont ask me to put han yu ping ying)! Well, i dunnoe i just started to think abt this while i was watching basketball just now! wonder wad would man be without emotions? even the coldest of pple in this earth has emotions. is it a must? Must we be eternally be plagued by this? Or is this supposed plague actually just a blessing which im failing to see! THE beauty to feel for someone, the power of loving someone? What exactly is it? Have i not experienced it before? Or have i forgotten? -laffs- Life is one big question! Will you ever get it answered?
What exactly is emotion? A stumbling block ? i lyk to think it's more of a power within the human soul that can push you beyond your limits! or break you down inside? up to you to decide!:)
Aniway, im like ignored everyone whom msg mi just to write this! sorry k pple! Peace out and thansk alot for all the nice stuff written on my tag board! and dudley? WTH ?
Peace :)
