Standing in the dark
May. 10, 2004 - 8:32 p.m.

** i'm standing in the dark ...

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it's a monday! it's freaking blue. slept for 4 hours last nite. cldnt get to sleep. was thinking about alot of stuff. had planet shakers at full blast. had my bible open with me reading it. but today was alrite. didnt fall asleep in class. pushed myself alot. just felt hardworking and did alot of work. well gonna get good results this term. Goal for this 18 weeks. but almost missed my stop when going to school and coming back. couldnt keep my eyes open. wore specs to school today. cldnt be bothered. didnt even gel my hair. my fwends said i look cute. think i look retarded.

mother's day yesterday. happy mothers day people(all the mums of cuz). was a pretty cool day. didnt go to church in the morning. woke up late. was camping over at nelson's place. kinda cool cause we watched cartoon. Naturo!. so i headed to church at about 11pm. met leonard and alvin lim for lunch. ate and chat abit. althought i didnt feel like talking much. kinda hate to talk now adays. sorry for being quiet pple. went for cell group where i sneaked out and went to buy drink with nelson for half of the cell grp time. kinda sianded during cell. nelson, bryan and me exchanged shoes and started to walk around. was using nelson and bryan's shoes. Nike Dunks! haaa. was freaking funny. played soccer like that. well was fun but i got injured. both my knees are hurting now and still are hurting. headed to gardens to chill after that. Thanks nelson for coming with me. Haven realli been chilling lately. hope the holidays come soon and we go out chill or smth k. Sentosa. island life loving it!.

Well. back to the monday. back to school. back to the boring routine. back to wondering what are you doing with your life. just back to everything not new.

This weeks gonna be rough. Got training tmr. Got a basketball match on wednesday at fengshan CC. got training again on thrusday. friday might have another basketball match. if not it would be on saturday morning. If i dont have a match on saturday morning. i might have training in the afternooon. Simple as that. Thankfully i've got a thrusday off. but gotta go back to school at night. Not much of a break.

its sad that the week ends are two days. when these two days seems soo short with nothing being able to be done. but thank you for the weekend. really enjoyed my weekend. yet on sunday night felt sad cause it was over. well. do all good things must come to an end?. if so why is there a word "forever" "everlasting". bunch of lies.

sinking in misssing you

here i go
standing in the dark
screaming out loud
wanting to be heard
unwilling to be seen
not sound
no more voice
here i go
catch me pleaase
im sinking
darkness creeping in
sadness setting in
powerless i fall
falling in love ...

[Stoning to - Yellowcard - Only Once]

God Bless People!

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