tried to go sleep at like 1030 but i just couldn't fall asleep.Really lost my mood just now, for no reason. Guess im tired la .. sighhss

Guess by now you all should have seen that i've changed my BLOG layout. Looks kinda sad rt? Well it's suppose to be, expression of one's self that is ..

Alrite, i guess my last entry was soo long ago that i can't rmb what stuff went on in btw that time till now, soo i shallnt bother to think :)

This pass week was the one week break for many, well of course i didn't really have one of course. So shall just talk abt this week. haha, it very weird week for me. Went thru' so many things in just a short one week. Highs and lows ... haha! quite interesting .. sigh

like for one Bryan, Bran n nel kept asking mi to go to bran's hse to hang out and i just kept getting tied down by sch, and how late it ends. Just didnt find the time to hang out with em. For soo long i've haven hung out with em, felt kinda bad, since i've already been branded a PSK. Really not my fault just that i've gotta consider school work .. -sigh-! Aniway, im alrite wif the PSK title :)

Friday was cool, met bryan leonard david nelson and mindy for dinner at the wantan mee store near church. Just sat dere and talk crap and caught up wif one another. Haven done that in so long that i really forgot how fun it was. After that we went down to brandon's hse for tennis and basketball. Once again, it was freaking fun, although we wasted brandon's 3 tennis balls. nvm shall pay u back .. another time:) ...

Saturday was the cap ball tournement. Morning i was SUPPOSE to go sch but half way on the trip i came back home. Really sick and tired of school. 16 weeks of sch straight is tiring.. really tiring -sighs- .. so came the tournement. Well, it showed alot of our church's pple character and what they truely are deep down. Christian Fellowship and Fun was the main objective of the whole competition and yet they showed attitude, arrogances, competitive aggression. Totally not what was the whole idea of the competition ... just plain simple fun and fellowship. Sigh! Saw a team almost end up fighting, saw a team playing rough, saw a team playing as if they were really good, but of cuz i saw alot of pple just having fun and gettin to know more pple in the church and having christian fellowship. Amen to that :) ... Pray That God will cont. to make our church youth grow strong and bond even more.

Well, going on to my team. WE GOT INTO THE FINALS! well, quite expected since our team is the fav. to win? but so what? we told ourselves the main objective is to have fun and fun is what we had! Well, at first i didnt really have much fun, until i saw "Joshua's Team" play, dey were just having fun and even if they didnt win, they still had great fun and looked cool. Now dat was sparked mi to play for fun and i dunnoe how come, just started to play really much better. Hahaha ...oh ya, and thank my CG pple for coming down to play! U little sec1 punks! .. hope u all had fun:)

Well today is Sunday, haha, what a weird day yet a nice day. Today's sermon was cool, abt Knowing Jesus and the worldy things cant compare to him. :) haha .. aniway, after that i didnt haf sec1 cell! -whoohoo secretly- so i went to mindy's place with her cg and had lunch, later leo david and B1B2 joined us and we had a really big cell grp time. Shared quite abitm, some more uncle alan was there :)

after that i headed to town to play pool and hung out. haha, haven done that in a while ... and dinner was great! 3 months old baby with no father!! -wink- :)

Aniway, dat was wad my week was abt, haha .. boring isnt it? but trust mi, i enjoyed it still .... :)

Well, alot has happened this week, alot alot ... yet nothing cld compare to just one day .. today:) haha .. never mind!

Just Leave here wif afew question - Have You ever Held On So Tight till it hurts you? Only to know if u let go you'll fall to safety? So why hold on when you can let go? Is holding on better? sigh ........ haha! alrite, go think abt it ... whoever is reading dis :)

Have fun and take care to all those going back to sch today. God bless for all those having test and exams! Give Thanks to God in every circumstance k:)

nitess u all :)