ignore the previous entry i suppose. was just majorly stressed out so i decided to release some steam. yup! medical technology UT. fcuked up stuff. guess i cant really catch up in sch, skipped too mani lesson not due to my laziness but due to my weakness in immunity against invading antigens which attack my cells causing a disruption of intercellular environment leading to a inflammation response causing an increase in body temperature to ensure that the antigen doesnt have a suitable environment to reproduce. or in short i fucking got a fever and flu and im fucking lousy at resisting it. ya! dats da lame man term :)

it's 15 minutes to 8th of janurary. tomorrow marks the day where my two friends, whom seem to have been with me since the begining of my 18 years shave their head bald, get themselves stripped of their pink CD replacing it with a officer card. not to mention having to serve the country and in return not being able to spend the week at home. well, in short they'er gonna be cheap labour for the SAF! Army life, another chapter begins in their life. Weird, but they're just heading to army yet it feels lyk dey'll be gone for a long while. weird stuff. Guess everyone leaves after awhile. be it for army, work, heading overseas or even permenantly .... Everything reverts back to normal ....

everyone's saying bye and seeya. even when my bro left fer camp i wasnt feeling liddis. guess itz weird not to have ya fwends ard at times. even if it's for a pretty short time of 3 weeks. kk, i sound fucking gay but thats how i feel. so fuck it if u do think i sound liddat, but itz a funny feeling i doubt i'll be able to put down in words. im experience new things everyday man ... so if ya dont agree, think of me pointing my middle finger at you and scolding the big words "fuck you" straight into your face.

school started for me dis week. dont really dread school anymore, cant be bothered to hate it also. trying to make the best of it i suppose. actually scared, ya im scared. cause im pretty sure i might not complete everything im suppose to in school? shrugs. blah .. im backdating i suppose. lagging behind the rest althought dere seem to be pple who are worst. well i dont wanna not get my cert, but .. haha! shall not think abt it :)

sighh, my bro says ketong isnt that terrifying as everyone thinks it ish. army's gettin pretty lac now adays i suppose. plus he often says BMT is the honeymoon period of the army, so i suppsoe those lucky pple heading in tmr might actually have a real cool 3months of BMT. but of cuz gotta lose ya hairrrrr! nah botak's kinda cool too, just think of the positive side! can save some cash on shampooo! and ya, u dont need shampoo in dere so dont bother to bring! -shugs- just erm, if ya see weird stuff dont bother abt it. tekkong is lyk a real horror movie? A mixture of "the ring" and "shutter" ? haha, pretty much man! will be hearing more stories once those lucky pple whom headed in haf the chance to come out. alrite man! funky stuff :) shrugs. outta stuff to blog alreadyy .. teach me army match chants "9 O'clock, in the shower, the soap fell down blahblah"! this is a must learn, den we'll teach DJ liquid :)

Perhaps everything has to revert back to normal. that's how life ish, no wait that's how normal life ish. the routine life everyone goes thru day in day out. life and culture that people now have to conform to. sadly .. really sadly. Im tired, but i wldnt sleep. im sad but i wldnt cry, im paining but im not gonna try, im Joshua the real fucked up guy :)

Nelson + Leonard:
a New chapter in live begins, one where Boys are changed into men, where the meaning of life is thrown infront of you and you'll have to accept it weather you live it or not. a chapter where the author is your seargant, and the reader is you. A chapter ends in two years. a chapter full of blood sweat and perhaps tears, but along if brings meaning, memories, lessons, pain and joy that only you can write in the next chapter. I pray that The Lord will keep you safe from any harm found there, any evil waiting to hurt you will think twice before they do. I pray that you'll enjoy yourself there, and not suffer in anyway possible.
Lastly i'll just say, it's not the amount of char siew on the plate, but amt of plates under the char siew. erm, if u din get that u can slowly think it over in camp.and i dont realise what it ish, pls just msg me and ask! i'll gladly reveal the meaning to you. Just take care loads inside :)

I found a reason for me
To change who i used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I found a reason to show
A Side of me you didnt know
A reason for all that i do
And the Reason is you ....

i wonder ..

btw grizllies won pistons! bobcats for NBA champions!

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