Nov. 13, 2004 - 10:44 p.m.
The last time i blogged was the 26th Of October! which is exactly lyk 18 days ago? which actually makes that close to half a month or about 2 weeks? darn, im just slow i guess. but seriously i just cant find anithing to blog about? like i always say my live is pretty much just boring with a Capital B! routine life, much like many other people out there.
Often dont you wish your life was more spiced up? okay maybe spiced up is a wrong word to use but more interesting! Nel told mi this once, it's the crazy things that make life count? Often you've gotta agree with that! Ask yourself when was the last time you did something crazy, something outta this world that made yr heart pumping! alrite, something crazy but not stupid of course! Think the craziest thing i did last was to sneak into a club when i was underage. Rite, not that crazy really la! but it was really erm, fun? Fun's too simple of a word to explain how it was -winks-! Well inside thing! itz alrite if u dont understand => Well, i guess living in singapore kinda makes life really routine? But yet it's really up to your own self to make it "non-routine"! Often is yr first 18 or 21 years of your life just nothing but heading to school coming home studying and sleeping? Why isnt there a chance to do something more exciting? like going backpacking around asia, or for more wild people party every nite till your sleep yr weekends away? or grab a few fwends and head around the world just da few of ya peeps? i would count that as a pretty much interesting life as compared to what i dealing with now. haha, well just a though!
Being 18 is really much different from being 17, 1 year different doesnt seem much of a big deal rite? but seriously it ish. Hitting 18 really changes your perspective on life, how you're going to be approaching it, your dreams in life, aim and principles of it. From sec1 to like now, that never really struck me! i just lived life as it came, a day by day bases! Well i still do but everyday i wonder how my future will be? what will i grow up to be? 10 years down the road, will i be the same person i was now? will my fwends be the same? Will i be married? haha, okok well alot of questions i have to say, but have you ever wondered? In 10 years down the road, what will happen to you?? for a guy (DATS MY GENDER IF U DIDNT KNOW! ;p), turning 18 means you've gotta plan to get your punk ass into army. Which means getting your fat ass fit, run 2.4 in less that 10 minutes and prepare for the part of your life where boys turn into man. I respect army alot now, every since the change ive seen in my brother. Army totally changed him into someone whom i respect, someone i can get along with, someone with values and responsiblities. He's really changed, from a farka, to a man. well, the most of the guys my ages are heading into army soon, seriously i know they dread heading into army, lyk u know! it's only full of physical training, ah bengs, perhaps some gays here and there that are ready to take advantage of you bending over to pick up soap. Mad ass instructors that will kill you with push up! and not to say how SAF totally sucks big time? whoops, kk dat was quite a turn off but seriously, i often look forward to gettin into army. It's the only one time in your life, the only thing you'll have to worry about is the guy sleeping next to you at nite isnt gay! you've dont need to study, dont need to worry about food, dont need to worry about your GF/BF(if ure a gay) and well stuff liddat! And it also gives u like 2 years to think of your course for university? honestly does it sound that bad! haha, but im not saying sign on for army! but ya, itz an experience that many wouldnt forget! shrugs! i hope MINDEF pays me for this, im giving them free advertising. perhaps they might immediately promote me to an officer! haha, dream on josh!
Alrite, anyway i think im turning into a full pleged nerd! Every weekend, my mind's flooded with the thought of studying! ok, is that good or bad? not that sure too but i sure dont mind that. At lest when the teacher talks during lesson time, i can understand what the heck is she saying? and more importantly i can understand the termology she uses. Guess being a nerd isnt that bad coming to think of it. I've got an A for my first microbiology test, pretty much happy with that result! i did mug for it, i admit! But working hard for that short period of time to see such a grade is really worth while! 5 weeks have passed in my new term already, and i mean 5 weeks is really fast! yet i've not really known my whole class yet? Weird stuff, to make things worst i haven even started on my PP and my CE shit. kinda screwed cause it's really important but yet to me i dim it as a total waste of time. it's lyk studying art when you're going to become an doctor? what are you gonna do! Gif yr patient an artistic MC or smth? kk, no link but ya! just doesnt make much sense to me! Well, who ask me to be in RP (aka rubbish place)! haha, sorry for the complaining, i think i often say the same old thing but a fact's a fact no matter how many times i state it rite? :)
I headed back to church today, after a 2 week absence. went in late, and sat behind with nelson. sermon was interesting, but i wasnt fully listening cause nelson was disturbing me. BAD INFLUENCE! but aniway, was intersting as it talked about self-image? made me pretty much think of myself, yet interestingly if given the chance i would deny all that points that were stated up during sermon. Perhaps i do live in self-denial? Haha, den again i wldnt know too! cause i wld deny it ya? haha
Okok, thinki blogged alot of shit, actually got loads more of stuff to blog about, but it just isnt coming outta my head. It's in the mist of A and O lvls, well i wish those whom are having it GOd Bless ya? Last bend so just hang in there. Well Take care loads and dont fall sick! and if u did .... Take care of yourself plss! :)
Just Dl this song ya? really nice song :)
Blink 182 - Always
Cool song, blink 182 has gotta be one of the best punk rock bands around, i dont really enjoy much punk rock but they really appeal to me. they've got loads style, and produce really cool music. well, enjoy!
Peace out people! xmas is coming! so start saving up for my xmas present :)kidding
take care now :)
